My Sisters of the Moorland
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It’s possible I died standing up,
twelve swallows to the wind
each one like a mansion in the sky.Â
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As a boy the sky leaned on me,
and I wrote tiny tales in tiny books
and dressed our kingdom in toy colors.
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Before I walked invisible
my sisters read my skull,
each bump and swell a tug-of-war
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of howling yellow and arsenic green,
my attic-dwelling and unmade bed—
organs of wonder and credulity unseam’d.
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It’s possible I died standing up,
the wool comber combing my wool
in soothing syrups
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my sisters of the moorland
fording rivers,
each finger like a crayfish
in the barrows of my black crown.
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Millefleur
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Somewhere
past the market square
we talk of the forest’s undressing,
how clear spots beget clear spots—
the runnels like mothers’ sighing.
When you’re in a mood
of optimism
and terrible forgetting
you say the forest is erasure,
blackout to be clothed again
in malachite and verdigris
gilded gradations of glazed red lake,
a thousand flower tapestry
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with bite marks
where the tendrils are attached.
Glad Days
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Afraid of what the world will do
you feed the birds in your white cotton dress
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like Aquinas tousling with the good ending,
pulling back your hair, tying back your hair
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as if you know how many angels dance on the head of a pin,
as if you know that fingernails grow after the resurrection.
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Those were the glad days. The birds were not machina
& our outermost house was a pageant of Prussian blue.
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How quickly the whales belly up.
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Draw the curtain, the farce is played
kiln baked, blood stoned, sentenced to hang
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the moon is a brew of hellebore
Albion rose, sepal sore
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how quickly the stars throng numberless
& now birds pick at flames washed ashore.
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